Back before all of this chaos I remember the competitions there were between people. Why did people wish to feel above another through some trivial thing, like marks on a test. I normally kept my marks a secret; I did not wish to reveal how I was different. I only did well because I wished to understand everything the teachers would try to explain, completely. There was no details I left out when going over things in my world in the nights following. I would not be surprised if I understood most things better than the teacher.
People were the only things I could not observe in a controlled environment like that. I hated them. They were loud in groups and often had the attention spans of goldfish. Their brains were equally efficient, all of the teachers words went in one ear and out the other. They came in all shapes, sizes and colors, idiots were what comprised a majority of the population. I do not miss these people in this world, it's perhaps the only thing I love about it.
I am alone and for once I dislike it. I wish Marie-Lynn could at least be by my side in this world. Something tells me that this world would have torn her apart, giving her just as many problems sleeping as I do. She was human, perhaps also different from the rest but she instead learned to ignore their stupidity. She learned how to blend into the crowd and seem just as normal as the person beside her. I never entertained the idea of looking like I belong with them; they were not my people. I would prefer the most deadly of animals over these people. Humans by nature are both easily predicted and unpredictable. They were capable of only small accomplishments, we were nothing special. We couldn't run as fast as a gorilla even. We weren't as strong as our cousin the gorilla either. Humans seem most of the time almost entirely based upon their intelligence. But what I see is not intelligence; I see ignorance.
Many animals with smaller brains than we have seem just as intelligent as any human, sometimes even smarter. Many people would try and argue that if dogs and cats were so smart, why couldn't they speak? This is born of pure ignorance and idiocy. Other animals do not have the correct vocal chords to be able to speak like we do, it's not a measure of intelligence. Many other animals do not have opposable thumbs either, only other primates do. There were chimpanzees that painted and there were gorillas who did too. They were of course taught to do this but so were we. I think that the feral children should have been left where they were found, why bring an animal among ignorant fools? Most people would think that the feral children should be taught english and reintegrated into human society. The problem with this is that abandonment issues run deep and if you don't learn language by a certain age, you will never quite grasp it. These feral children would soon become adults living in a world they don't belong in. They understand animal body language better than anyone but can't explain it because well, their language skills are pathetic. A girl raised by wolves would know how to communicate with wolves and other canines as well at a level we can only just start to comprehend. Humans are also the only race that kills each other for trivial reasons as well. We are freaks in the natural world, we murder each other for reasons beside survival. Every animal, including humans is born with the instinct to survive and breed to continue the species.
Humanity seems to ignore these basic instincts as much they can it seems. Look at suicide, it's an idiotic act that's unthinkable in nature. I understand why my grandfather chose to do it, but that does not make it an intelligent choice. People suffer from diseases of the mind, love, hate and depression. Love is perhaps the most influential and damaging of the diseases. Love can bring a man happiness but it can also tear him apart. See the best part about the world I used to live in was the freedom that couples had. If a man falls in love with a beautiful young lady, she can leave him broken and alone. This is where things get fun. Love is like alcohol, you bring in too much and you'll be happy, until you wake up the next morning. The moronic thing about it is that people still do both, sometimes even at the same time. Love leads to the other two diseases as well, oh how much fun this is!
Hate is a powerful infection. If it becomes strong enough it will and trust me on this, begin to control you. It like love rids you of logic and common sense. Murder is most likely to be committed by someone infected with hate. Look at the murder rate that there used to be for husbands murdering their wives or ex-wives. It's actually quite high. This comes to no surprise to me, men are generally more susceptible to hate than women. Most men lack something called logic and a decent thought process.
Depression is another effect that is brought by love, an end product. When someone leaves someone who loves them, it could bring either hate or depression. Depression is the cause of suicides, most of the time. It is not a pleasant feeling, you never feel good enough. Let's use an example here, take a healthy person and a depressed person getting back a test. Let's say they both score 100%, which is something to normally feel good about. The healthy person will take credit for the 100% while the depressed person will claim it was just luck, or was an easy test even when it wasn't. Now let's say they both got a 35% on the test. The healthy person is more likely to blame it on the difficulty of the test and not blame themselves as much. The diseased person however will and with plenty of belief, entirely blame themselves even if it really wasn't their fault. They would call themselves stupid and hate themselves for it. Depression is my favorite of the diseases of the mind however; I love the sound of someone calling themselves stupid.
Humanity is at fault, we were created on this world, by this world and we destroyed it in return.
-Zero
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