Inspired by dodie's "If I'm being honest"
I thought I had it all figured out
when I was only fifteen.
I just had to find the right girl.
She was out there somewhere.
She would love me unconditionally
and our love would shape our world.
Our first meeting would be a
thundercrash
and our first kiss would be a parade.
I thought then I would love myself,
and my world of grey returned to light.
Holding my breath for her, I choked,
and desperation clasped around my neck.
Could you love this?
A grey so desperate, it's suffocating,
empty promises of a future of light
from a talking shadow.
Do you think they planned to fall,
those past loves of mine?
If I'm being honest,
I think I tripped them.
Deep in my grey pit,
I hoped we would fly out,
but that hope had a cost,
because no love gives humans wings.
There was only one way out:
painfully scale the rocky walls.
I was waiting for a hero to save me,
but no one could carry that burden.
If I'm being honest,
I thought I had it all figured out:
chained to a cave wall
I lectured on the world I had never
seen.
-Zero
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