You know
what?
I'm afraid,
terrified
even.
I feel
inadequate,
not ready,
unable to
do what I must.
There's
this big unknown,
this abyss
of uncertainty,
and there's
no escaping it.
All I can
do,
all I seem
to do,
is fall
into failure.
I don't
want to fail You
because You
believe in me,
even when I
hide behind a mask.
Through all
the storms in my mind,
You were
there consoling me,
until all
was calm again.
When I was
lost,
You found
me and gave me a torch
so I could
find my way.
But its
light isn't enough now,
it's just
darkness below,
like a drop
off into the void.
And as I
stare into the darkness,
I feel
forsaken by You,
and the
terror of it holds me still.
Yet I know
You are here,
waiting for
me to choose to jump,
or run
away.
-Zero
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