Sometimes I feel this life will never
fit,
or rather that I will never fit in it.
No matter how I change the characters,
it never gets to how I imagined.
I'm taunted by thoughts of what could
be:
there's always room for improvement,
right?
Dreaming of the future can go two ways:
dreaming of a life that can come to
pass,
and dreaming of a fantasy world that
can never be.
The dreamer has to learn the
difference,
and I wonder if I can tell them apart,
choose a path forward that leads
somewhere.
I think I feel this life will never fit
because I'm suffering from lingering
fantasies:
ever after filled with breath-taking
beauty
instead of the mediocrity of reality,
a life I would come to destroy.
I'm so sick of living in fantasy.
-Zero
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