Energy
drinks are his past,
Mixed
in with cigarette smoke,
Under-aged
drinking,
And
broken hearts.
He
always keeps one with him,
Not in
case he needs it,
But in
case he falls,
All the
way back to the past.
It
would be so easy,
Open up
the can,
Throw
in his heart,
And
watch it fizzle away.
Instead
he stares at it,
Examines
it,
Goes
out to buy more,
A
fridge full of unopened cans.
Late
night comes,
Five in
the morning,
Not a
wink of sleep,
Not a
can opened.
Temptation
always present.
Like a
yearning to jump from the bridge,
He
contemplates it seriously,
But
fear holds him back.
A
friend notices the cans,
Asks
“why so many?”
He
shrugs, says,
“You
can have some.”
Gradually
they disappear.
Some
smashed apart,
Others
given away,
But not
one drank by him.
The
temptation fades
Like
chalk in the rain,
Washed
away by necessity,
His
soul's catharsis.
Energy
drinks are his past,
When he
was self-destructive,
But no
longer.
He is
self-creative.
-Zero
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